Shalaesh is sitting in a simple meditation pose in her new quarters at the start of her first day as a Greystar agent. She lets her mind unfocus and fall into the power that had been inside her since she was a child.
She sees a great river expand outwards from her both in front and behind, the stream moving inexorably forwards, tributaries feeding into it and breaking off but always onward with everyone and everything unable to resist the current of the great river time.
It comforts her to know that even as her planet decays far from where she now sits at least this one constant remains. While meditating in this way does not allow her to make out any of the events surrounding her it comforts her to feel her place in the universe like this and she often does so before big events or before making important decisions.
She meditated like this before deciding to join Greystar, a decision which she did not take lightly. Reading what happened with first contact on Mikas rang far too close to early encounters with the UNW for her comfort, that particular wound was far from closing if it ever would, but the recent actions of agent Ehled soothed at least a few of her worries but alone would not have been nearly enough for her to join.
What instead convinced her were the reports from Arana of a people raised up and assisted, the reports of the Still Lady confronted and vanquished, and most recently the reports of Max Davenport making the ultimate sacrifice to save the lives of others. The actions of their agents are beginning to form a reputation and that reputation is what convinced her to join.
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